What to write in the blog?

Lo siguiente fue escrito en Teapa, Tabasco en un momento de lucidez. Aquellos que no tenía desde hace tiempo. Parece una tonteria y lo transcribo tal cual, sin cambios.

You just feel you don't have something to write in the blog by this time. But now you discover you have a lot to say...

...you're just afraid to make it know to everybody.

Ben! You know I'm talking to you: I don't want to be part of it...you know what I'm talking about...it's called Atlantis...I really in my mind don't want to be part of it...I really, in my body, don't wanna feel part of it.

I just wanna be part of myself, with my worries, with my nightmares, with my dreams, with my body, with the one I love. I have the best friends ever to survive myself.

That's what I wanted to write all this days.

Thanks Kare, thanks Wendy, thanks Abril, thanks Ben.
Thanks all of you for making me survive...far longer than forever.

You all make me feel complete!

Thanks a lot,
...Javier...

Lo leo y suena estupido. Pero por alguna razón en ese momento sentí todo eso y me hace reflexionar en lo mucho que tengo: las personas que menciono, las que nunca jamás me han abandonado y no mencioné y las que espero que jamás me dejen sólo.